Vent.

I absolutely cannot wait until summer vacation. I don't think I've ever been this stressed before since high school started. And the ridiculous thing is that none of this stress is coming from too much homework or an overload of tests or anything like that. I've tried to stay optimistic, but it's impossible now. There's nothing more we can do, and I hate it. I really wanted to do well this year, but it's been difficult since the very beginning. Some people need to learn how to stick through with stuff, and to not flake out at the very last minute. They're just wasting everyone's time. All it does is discourages people and makes them think that we can't do a good job anymore. It brings down the moral of everyone, and that's the last thing we need the week before it happens. It's not fair for the people who actually made the effort. There's so much pressure to do well, and I don't want to let anyone down, but that's exactly what we're going to do. I'm dreading the day, but I just want to get it over with already.

I hate drill.

Enough said.

Silhouettes

I w a n t s u m m e r.  I ' m t i r e d o f t h i s n o n s e n s e. 

Thisweekend.

I'm lovin' the long weekend. 

Saturday night was bomb.

Casey's party = Amazing.

"I can't move my hips like that!"

Heather's first time dancing = Priceless.

I haven't had that much fun in a while =)

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. 

The end.

Eh.

April 23 - I don't know if you'll read this.. I doubt you will, but happy birthday Grant! Hope your day is going well, and I hope you don't get beat up too much.

April 25 - So excited. Don't know what to wear, though.

May 4 - I've decided that for my birthday, I really want someone to sing to me. Or a puppy.

May 7 - I want it to be done and over with already. I don't know why I'm stressing out so much about this, but I can't help it. I just really want to do a good job, and I know we can do well if we tried hard enough, but everyone is so frustrating sometimes. Ah, this sucks.

June 4 - Please Please Please, come faster.

This weather is so bi-polar, and it's really irritating. 

One day it's 102 degrees outside, and the next day it's in the 70's. 

Weather, what the heck is wrong with you?

Today was interesting. I drank three bottles of water today. You're probably wondering why this is significant, but it just is. I wish I studied bio more, but bio bores me more than anything, and I just wasn't up to reading about cnidarians, cephalopods, and worms. Played Twister during history. Really random. Oh, and I guessed right. Kind of surprising, though.

I wish I was in Boston or New York right now. Stupid canticles doesn't do crap. Band is going to Australia (i think?) next year. Maybe I should start practicing the flute again.. HAH, not.

Prayers needed for Hannah and Heather. And me too, while you're at it. 

Waste.

www.fmylife.com + www.thisiswhyyourefat.com

Two great sites I have just found out about.

Two great ways to procrastinate on studying for bio.

My weekend:

Campout waaaas.. not really what I expected. But I don't mean that in a bad way entirely. It was still fun and chill. Had some deep talks with people and realized a few.. actually, a lot of things. I realized that I really need to double check what I pack, I realized I actually sort of like tomato soup, I realized I really need to learn how to take better care of my stuff and to stop losing things, I realized there's nothing better than relaxing on the beach with your friends, I realized that I'm really thankful that I have Heather, I realized how much it bothers me, even though I shouldn't let it get to me, I realized that no matter how hard you try to keep your tent clean, it always ends up like a giant trash-bag, I realized that massages are very relaxing, and also that I suck at giving massages, I realized that I'm selfish for wanting to keep someone around, I realized that people aren't always willing to wait, and you shouldn't waste their time by making them wait no matter how much you want them to, I realized how annoying Mrs. Cooper can get, I realized there's other ways to keep memories than by taking pictures of every little thing you do, I realized that marshmallows taste better when they're burnt, I realized that girls have no shame when it comes to boys, and I realized how much I love my friends.

The tent-mates: Heather the mom, Brooke the babysitter, Lydia, Andi, 

and I as the kids, and Elizabeth as the dog. I love them.

Grilled cheese dipped in tomato soup = Delicious.

Wow

Sophomores got 1st place at soccer class games.. hell yeeeeah! =)

Good job to everyone who played! I'm so proud of you guys!

Camp-out tomorrow. Ah, I can't wait.

Something different

I need a change of scenery. 

Campout is in two days!

I need to start packing.

Drill is coming along.

I loved the weather today.

Wasn't prepared for it, though.

I want a ukulele. 

I really want a puppy.

Dissecting worms is fun.

No homework today.

My legs are sore.

I don't like 'ami's.

I wish I had a DSLR camera.

I want a Wii so I can play Wii fit.

I'm tired of cafeteria food.

My birthday is in 19 days.

Sing to me, yes? Like seriously.

Too Much Pressure.

Summer, please hurry.

Refresh

Friday: Sermon at The Fall was really good. I actually started tearing up but I told myself I wouldn't cry. Food was good. I had 3 oranges and a whole plate of jelly beans. Andi's cousin Natalie came to visit and we had a scavenger hunt to look for H & M. Fun night.

Saturday: Went to my cousins farewell party before she left to go back to Montana. Guy cousins decided to take over the t.v. to watch UFC all night. Then went back to my brother & Tracy's place in Santa Monica. Stayed up until 2 watching Cruel Intentions. Don't watch it, it's a huge disappointment. The main character dies in the last 5 minutes of the movie because he was run over by a taxi. I felt like throwing something at the t.v.

Today: Happy Easter! Tracy dropped me off at my auntie's house a few minutes away from their place. Helped Yana find some easter eggs with Krista. Went putting, ate yummy food, played big mama and the cup game. Then went back to Paul and Tracy's place and ate dinner at some Brazilian place. I eat too much on weekends. 

Right Now: I hate the feeling of knowing you have a whole week of school to go to after you've just had a relaxing weekend, you know what i'm sayin'? Tuesday is workout day, Wednesday + Thursday is class games, and Friday is campout. I guess I can last until then.

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5. I know we don't talk much and we're not that close, but I really hope you're doing okay. You seem really sad lately. I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I can kind of guess. You're usually so happy, and it's just a big change to see you like this. Especially over something like that. But I hope everything gets better for you.

2. You're a great person. We didn't talk much last year, but I'm really glad we got to know each other more this year. You're really sweet and probably one of the nicest guys i know. I know we're not super close, but I hope this friendship can last. Thanks for listening to all my boring life stories! Hah.

9. Where's the girl I used to be friends with? 'Cause you're not her anymore.

7. I'm sorry you feel that way still =/ I wish you would get over the whole situation, but I can tell it'll take a lot more than that. I hate seeing you all sad and unhappy 'cause you never used to be like this before. I wish I could help, but only you can make the decision to stop.

11. You have a nice smile.

72. Can you sing to me, please? Hahah. Oh man =)

3. Your mom makes the best food ever. But anyways.. thanks for always being there! We've been through a lot, but we've still stuck together. You're my best friend, and it better stay like that forever! Cause you'll be babysitting my kids for me one day. Haha.

8. STOP STEALING MY MONEY YOU GUYS! I don't exactly know who all of you are, but if any of you are reading this, would you please be so kind as to give it back to me? Thanks.

THANK GOD it's almost the weekend. Just one more day. 

My day:

I saw one of the most disgusting videos ever in bio today. It involved something called elephantiasis and the enlargement of a man's private parts. I also tripped and fell on the stairs to Franz Hall. Luckily no one saw it. After school, I got body slammed, which resulted in me having a huge headache. Thanks Matthew. I really appreciate it. Andi & I also saw one of the nastiest sights we've probably ever seen in all of our high school experience. Thanks guys. We really appreciate it.

Hahah, funniest video ever.

Why is it only Wednesday? This week is going by so slowly.

I<3weekends

Story-time! So, Denice & I went to Krista's house after church yesterday.
Walked to Staters & bought fatty food because we're fattys like that.
Also bought "auburn" hair dye because Krista wanted some.
Tested it on Denice's hair to see if it would work.
Tried it on ours. You can't tell on Krista's & Denice's hair cause
their hair is already brown. If you look super closely on my hair, though,
you can kind of tell that it got a shade lighter on some parts.
..Kind of. Not really. Watched the Food network all night. They had some
cool cake decorating marathon. Mocha (Krista's dog) peed on my dress.
Fun day!

I'm hungry.

Light graffiti is sweet. Someone teach me how to do it.

Que?

So since Nick is never satisfied with what I write, 

I decided to spice things up a bit.

天候は今日素晴らしい. J'ai vraiment faim. eson ym wolb ot deen I. Ich liebe wochenenden. Etslay oday omethingsay unfay omorrowtay, eahyay?

Wow, that took long. Bye!

B.D.

Optimism: It's Friday tomorrow.

writers block

"Haha what is that? Like a clog in your brain 

that prevents you from writing creatively?"