Starting fresh.

Made a tumblr because I was getting tired of blogger.

I'll post up the link later.. maybe :)

I am seriously amazed at how well the school year has started off. These past two days have been the best. Good sign, yes? 

Senior year, I have a good feeling about you :]

Highlights -- 

1. Church family/CLAN photoshoot @ Ford park! :D It was nice being together with everyone again after such a long time.. I've missed 'em ♥ I'll miss you, My-my =/

2. Bryn Mawr reunion @ Macaroni Grill with Donna, Suchit, Risha, & Larry. Reminiscing about elementary school.. It's crazy how much we still remember everything. Reminded me why 5th grade is still one of my all-time favorite years :) Took a whole bunch of pictures afterwards & then Donna told us to follow her to somewhere but she wouldn't tell us where.. Let's just say that it was one of the prettiest & coolest places I've ever been around here. & I had no idea it existed. Made me wish I had a ... Nevermind. Hahaha.

Overall, it was just a lovely day. Thank you, God ♥

1. Why does it seem like I ALWAYS happen to see you/bump in to you?

2. I have like no classes with you this year! Estaba muy triste.. :(

3. Oh boy. I can already tell that this is going to be a problem this year.. lol.

4. Still waiting.. 

Seeeeeniors =)

Best last first day of high school. Ever.

Okay, maybe the actual SCHOOL part wasn't that great, but everything after that was pretty much amazing :)) After school -- bumping Justin Bieber @ full blast in the car, Baja Fresh with everyyybody, last day of football tryouts in the SMOTHERING heat, back to Heather's house to get ready & shower for handshake.. SUPERHEROES ♥ Thush, Hannah, Andi, Lydia, & Liz came over laterrr.. our superhero boxers/underwear were pretty ballin', I must say. Got to school & painted everyone & such. FIRETRUCKS. Aw yeeeeah. Me, Liz, & Lydia got to ride at the top of the big firetruck :)) coolest thing ever.. entrance was pretty sweeet :D & we actually did well at all the events FOR ONCE. Did the huge long handshake chain after.. really gross 'cause everyone put crap on their hands :( THEN for the best part of the nighttt.. Me & Liz made football :)) We were screaming our heads off when we saw the list & I hit Liz in the face with my camera.. hahaha. But oh mygoodness.. I am so unbelievably happy :) I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE P.E. ANYMORE. Yes ♥. Pictures & I-HOP afterwards with everybody.. Mmm, today was pretty amazing ♥

Class of 2011, you guys made me proud today :) I knew we could do it!

Had to say bye to Jonah this morning :(, senior coming out practice @ school, hung out with Ben & Omar afterwards, watched Hard Times of RJ Berger.. dumb show lol. Ate at Angelo's, bought water balloons at Rite-Aid, threw them at random people in Loma Linda, target practice, back to school, ran slow because of my gayhamstring, went to Heather's, ate a banana & banana bread, drove back to school to wet Santhush & Ryan, went to Manna afterwards w/them, went to Stater's to buy a banana, went back to Heather's, talked in front of her house for a while.. I'm gonna miss summer days like this. But sort of excited to start school. Mhm, that is all.

rev21:4

Miss you already ♥ 

This weekend was tough. But on the bright side.. I got to spend the whole weekend with Baby Jonah [: & it was nice being able to see & hang out with everyone again on Sunday. Shopping, bike rides, trampolines, volleyball, boba, stealing cars, air hockey, fooseball, apples to apples.. fun night :) Buuuuut on the down side.. Jonah & my sister are leaving tomorrow afternoon & I pulled my hamstring or somethin'.. Hm.. nervous for tomorrow & Thursday. I need bananas.

Friday the 13th

I miss thissssss.. freshman year campout.

Dear you, you, you, you, & you,

Sorry. Hahahaha. I guess I did sort of flake.. 

I'll admit it :D Maybe next time, yeah?

Broke in to Cassidy's house. She's dumbbb & made me wait outside for like 30 minutes. Went to Compassio later. Cassidy's lovers were there.. awkwaaaard. Talked outside after. Went on an adventure with Cassidy, Omar, Greg, & Ben. Rest of the night.. haha, funny stuff. That is all :)

1. Fix your freaking ghetto GPS. Goodness, we could've died!

2. Don't leeeeeeave me! :( Take me with you! I'm coming to visit.

3. You're actually really chill when you're not.. (& no, I don't mean high)

4. Hah this song.. oh goodness. Memories. I miss yoooou.

This weekend.. not looking forward to it =/

Meteors

Today -- Officers meeting at 11.. it was actually semi-productive! I'm actually excited about senior coming out.. but only because Nick is a genius. Met up with Matt, Ryan, Santhush, & Ben at ford park to play football & watch old men play frisbee golf(?). Matt "sprained" his thumb. Triste. Went to football clinics after. Thank goodness I'm not as out of shape as I thought.. but according to Lydia & Elizabeth (they lied to me), they never ran as much in clinics as much as today. Lucky me! But it was really fun still :) Not getting my hopes up though O_O Went to R&K's house afterwards.. watched old embarassing youtube videos of ours & the double rainbow & that one rape song.. lol. "You don't get it!? Say it fast!" ... "Really? Riteaidice.. riteaid.. riteaidicecream.. I don't get it!" -__- Then went to Bryn Mawr with Risha, Krista, Greg, Omar, & Ben to watch the "meteor shower". We did absolutely nothing, but everything was really funny for some reason. Greg needs to throw his freaking BB (is that how you spell it? Beebee?) gun away. Made a plan for tomorrow :) Hopefully it works & we don't get caught haha. Had to go home early though because my parents decided to exercise their asian parenting & everyone didn't want to drive all the way to Yucaipa :( But it's okay 'cause today was a lovely day & I'm satisfied. 

P.S. Justin Bieber ♥ HAHA.

Thoughts

"It’s safe to fall if you just trust 

the ground that you stand on."

Schedule = fail.

1. Spanish 3 = ZERO period -__- Debating whether I should still take it or not. But for once in my life, I'd love it if I didn't have to wake up at 6 every morning.

2. Ms. Phillips isn't teaching Precal anymore. Yay, Mr. Jarrard.

3. No more tennis/swimming.. & any other P.E. period other than zero period wouldn't work for my schedule. Which means I'd have to make football or volleyball in order to even be able to take Spanish 3.

4. College prep with Sandiford. 10 page paper & presentation? YES.

5. Biblical lit? I've never even heard of that class..

6. I can't take ochem anymore because I still need a full year of applied arts :(

7. Oh, & I have 6 classes with Matthew Loh. Shoot me. (Hahaha. But seriously)

Sorry for the complaining, but I'm still really frustrated. I was hoping I'd be one of those seniors with like 4 classes where their first class didn't start until like.. 10.

Senior year.. I'm excited & looking forward to it, but I'm also scared of the expectations our class has to fill O_O I'm scared of the work it'll take to do well in my classes (actually no, nevermind). I'm scared of drill. I'm scared of having to think/worry about which colleges I'll end up going to (PUC? Or non adventist?). Trying not to think about any of this, though. I want senior year to be different & I want to be able to enjoy it as much as I can before it's over. 

I just realized that every year since 8th grade, I've had a boyfriend. Except junior year. How weird is that? Told you guys I could do it :) I'm not a relationship kind of person.. they never work out for me lol. I think it's because of my lack of emotion, haha. I just feel sorry for the people that need a boy/girl in their life to feel complete & to feel happy. Your happiness shouldn't have to be based off of someone else, ya know? & that's what I hated about freshman & sophomore year. I don't like having to depend on someone or having someone depend on me. & besides, I'm horrible at communicating anyways. I always forget to reply to texts & I never answer my phone.

Wow. That was weird. I like never talk/think about these things.

I've been in a very contemplative mood lately, I've noticed.

I blame it on being jet lagged & having nothing better to do

when I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep. 

1.  Does this mean you don't _____ our __________?

2. Your mother is lovely. Too bad you don't take after her :)

3. Lol I caught you smiling. & I think I know why.

4. Thank you for still running with me.. even though we were

only wearing socks.. in a muddy & wet field.

5. I'm trying to help you! But it's getting so frustrating :p

"Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, & love as long as you live."

Jet lagged x93842984

Yeah, uhm, forget what I said in my last blog entry about not feeling jet lagged at all. It's currently 6:43 a.m. & I have yet to fall asleep.. What have I been doing? Laid in bed, went to the bathroom, read a book, learned a song on the ukulele, drank some chocolate soymilk, read my yearbook again, chose an outfit for today, cleaned my room, watched the sunrise, watched the replay CD in the back of my yearbook.. & since I've run out of things to do, I guess I'll put up pictures from my trip.

Mmm, Indo food (:

My dad doesn't know how to jump.

Baby Jonah =)

Palawan -- first day

Most gorgeous sunsets I've ever seen ♥

I love my family =)

Nanay ♥

Aw, great grandchildren :)

Mmm.. I'll upload the rest on facebook or something laterrr.

Goooood morning :)

I love

Pleasant surprises (:

Arrived early this morning from the Philippines!
I have never been on an airplane this much in my
life. A total of 10 times in the span of 3 weeks O_o
Exhausting. But so worth it. I miss every minute of it.
I miss my cousins. & my nanay. & the green mango shakes.
& the beach. & being away from here for a change.
But I guess.. I'm sort of kind of glad to be back :)
(Pictures laaater. Too lazy to upload.)

Only got about 4 hours of sleep on the plane ride
here, but strangely enough, I don't feel that jet
lagged at all. Hm. Something's wrong with me.
Went to watch Inception with Krista, Risha, Greg,
Sherlene, & Max. It was nice seeing them again :)
2nd time watching Inception = downer. Picked up
my surprise from Matt's house afterwards. Thank
you for all the pounds of fat you've supplied me with
over the years, Matthew ♥

1. Thanks for the phone call! It was nice catching up with you :)
2. You seriously needa chill. I don't know what's you're deal mann..
3. Hahaha @ what she told me.. it would've been super cute.
4. Tired of waiting. Maybe I should just give it up..
5. I wish you ______ our __________ more than this.

Tigers love pepper. They hate cinnamon.

Just came home from the most beautiful place I have ever been to in my life. I come home on Sunday, but I don't want to leave. Boooo, California.

1. Were those about me? I hope they were..

2. I'm kind of scared to see you when I get back.

3. I don't know whether it's jealousy or selfishness.

4. It's so hard to talk to you now.. How depressing.

5. I miss your friendship.

6. Can't wait to see you! :))