♥summer

I love my dad (: Had a lovely father's day today.

Leaving for government trip tomorrow morning!
First stop: NEW YORK. YES! I'm so excited.

June 25 = FINALLY LEGAL. Goodbye 11 p.m.
curfews & not being able to drive anyone!
Adventures when I come back.

I miss this. Beach trip when I come back, yes? (:

^____^

I woke up this morning & just had a feeling it would be a GOOD DAY.

& it was =) Exceptionally good Friday.

Woke up early enough to have breakfast for the first time this week, finished my homework last night + having Pastor Mark as our sub in government = fooseball all class period ♥, finally got an A & not just an A- on a test, DONE with summer school, went to Krista's house & watched Angus, Thongs, & Perfect Snogging while waiting for her to get out of the shower, went to Pickup Sticks, chattered, dropped her off & went home, went shopping with mi madre, came home, report card :)

-- I was looking through pictures from this year & realized how much I'm gonna miss junior year. 10x better than sophomore year, & almost, if not just as good, as freshman year. First year without a boyfriend in high school = no drama. Pro musica. Grew closer with Katie. Drill was way less stressful than last year. Threshold. Grew closer with Jon. Finally able to drive. I actually tried in school this year & it paid off. Junior/senior announcement & banquet turned out amazing. Elizabeth, Lydia, Andi, Heather, Vivien, Hannah = ♥.. awkward circles + ghosting :) fooseball every day = best homeroom EVER. Such a fun year ♥ But definitely ready for senior year =)

P.S. Lakers = 2010 champions = happy (:

Verano

So far:
Compassio on Friday & then went to Nubi afterwards with Matt. Santa Monica on Saturday for Tracy's graduation lunch. Got a new phone.. FINALLY. Got home & then hung out with Omar + Cassidy. Watched The Killers -- laaaaame movie. Good thing Ashton Kutcher was in it. Spent pretty much the whole day at Risha & Krista's house on Sunday. "Worked out" with Krista, watched the Laker game, made fun of Demi Lovato's dance moves, had a mini asthma attack, ate enough garlic bread to last a month -__-, watched a Walk to Remember..

Today:
Summer school. That class goes by soo slow >_< The fooseball breaks are the only things keeping me from going insane.. I'm not built to sit in one spot to listen to lectures for 4 hours. But on the bright side, I aced my first test today.. after doing bad on the last two -__- Ohmy, I better end up with an A in that class. Picked up Krista afterwards & went to Maki Yaki & met up with Risha + Sherlene. Then came home & got a call from Threshold.. Turns out I owe $83 for overdue fees & blahblahblah. I miss going climbing =| I wish I could go more this summer, but I'm gonna be so busy. But anyways, I'm officially broke now. Woop.

"Maybe the truth was, it shouldn't be easy to
be amazing. Then everything would be. It's the
things you fight for and struggle with before
earning that have the greatest worth. When
something's difficult to come by, you'll do that
much more to make sure it's even harder,
if not impossible, to lose."

Feeling a little

down in the dumps =|

& then I found this video & it made me feel a little bit better :)

"I'll buy you expensive chocolate. I'll shower you with kisses. I'll give you flowers. I'll make every moment magical ♥"

1. Everything was fine.. & then one little thing happened & it seemed like it changed everything. But the total opposite of what I thought would happen. I didn't think it would have this much of an impact. I just don't want to have to worry about this throughout the summer.. But then I think about before, & I realized how much things have changed & it makes me sad. It's like deja vu, except I never thought I'd be in this position. I just wish I could go back & fix this. I wish it could go back to how it was before.. when I was worrying about it, but not because I was directly involved..

2. I thank God for people like you. For being someone I can just hang out with & chill.. no drama to worry about, no gossip.. just having fun & doing whatever. I can never forget what a great friend you were ____ year. Unlike ____, you stuck up for me. I didn't have the feeling that everything was always a competition.. that feeling I always had with ____. You even forgave me after that whole text message incident.. There was a reason I chose you. I could trust you & I knew that you'd always have my back. I miss you =/ But I can't wait to hang out w/you this summer when you & I come back :)

3. Seeing that almost made me tear up :( I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with myself. Whenever I think of ____ ____, I think of you. Seeing you/talking to you every day was like routine. I'm going to miss making fun of ____ with you & listening to all your crazy stories about ____ ;) We got so close this year, & I wish that could've happened sooner. I'm gonna miss you so much next year.

4. No matter how much of a O_o you may be, I don't think I can ever get tired of you. Well.. other than those two weeks. Haha. But when everyone else is getting on my nerves, as much as you may be getting on my nerves also, I still choose to talk to you. & I guess your O_o-ness, as much as it genuinely ____ me out sometimes, is also sort of flattering. In a way.

- Sigh, I really wish I was going to gradnight this year =/ Boo, Mr. Bancarz.
- I wish my dad would quit being so anal about everything lately.
- I'm craving a surprise right now. Something nice. To cheer me up.
- Feeling nostalgic.

I'm finally a

SENIOR!
It hasn't really hit me yet. That & the fact that 2010 is leaving & isn't coming back =/ School definitely won't be the same without them. They were so much fun to be around & had so many amazing people I'll definitely miss next year. BUT IT'S OKAY 'cause we're FINALLY seniors =) Just one more year.. oh my.

I don't know whether it was ____. If I could go back & take time to think about it, I probably would've done something differently. But I don't know how ____ ____, so I can't really say anything. But ____ being ____ doesn't necessarily make it a good thing.. that's probably just as bad. I'm ____. I know that went against what I told myself I wouldn't do, but I guess it's ____ ____. But I'm not going to worry about it. It'll work out eventually (:

It's finally summer & I have a feeling it's going to be a good one.