monologue.

Spring break: I probably gained like 20 pounds in a matter of 4 days... and I'm pretty sure I'm not exaggerating. Other than the constant eating and getting burnt at the beach, I got a massage and went parasailing for the very first time! It was pretty sweet. I really love my family. 

School: Just the first day back from Spring break, and I already have a buttload of homework to do and a four chapter "learning experience" to study for. Fantastic! Well, at least there's only a little over 2 months of school left. I guess that's manageable. 

Life: Something exciting needs to happen. There are not enough hours in a day. And it doesn't help that I get home at 6 every day since I live in the middle of nowhere (shutup Nick). Mr. Burishkin has cancer, people are dying in plane crashes, and I have a huge test on Friday. The world is ending!

You: =/ Why do you keep doing this? I believe it's like, what.. the third time now? Oh well, I guess I'm over it.. kindof. I'm pretty sure you are already. 

Eh, I just wish you knew.

You #2: You frustrate me. Can you please just try for once? I wish you were more dedicated. It's not all about you. There are a bunch of other people counting on you, and you're letting everyone down.

You #3: I was cleaning out my backpack, and I found a note from you to your boyfriend. I totally forgot about that thing! I don't think I was supposed to read it. It's a little funny, but sort of disturbing in a way.