School is very blah lately. And I freaking haaaate my schedule. Guess who has optionals on Fridays? I'm at school until 2. Yep. It's great. I wish I was going to havasu.. Haha. I'm so not looking forward to ITBS testing this week. But there's beach vespers on Friday =) Yay!

I SPOKE MY FIRST SERMON TODAY =) Okay, well I don't know if you could call it a sermon.. more like me reading a bunch of stories & then explaining them afterwards. But I'm proud of myself. I hate public speaking, but I wasn't really nervous at all. Oh, & the shirts are gonna look pretty bomb at SA picnic, if I must say.

So I'm super confused right now. I'm trying to figure this out.. but I still don't get what I did. But I'm now 100% sure that I'm right about it.. not about understanding what I did.. but about that other thing. But then I hear that so & so saw blah blah blah & then now it's just 10 times more confusing. And what's really annoying is that this is only making me feel the opposite of what I thought I'd feel.. And I think it's probably because this has never really happened to me before. I think I'm used to it being the other way around. And I hope that made no sense to you at all.