Jittery

1. So apparently I saved a quote you said, and I just found it today. Funniest thing ever. It's amazing how much you've changed since freshman year. Bravo. You're so completely different in some ways, but EXACTLY the same in others. I do miss the old you sometimes, though.

2. Uhh, why did I even bother talking to you? Now that I think about it, I wasted so much time on pointless/useless conversations with you. I should've stopped it sooner.. I don't know why I let it go on for so long. I still can't believe you did that. You willl seriously never change.

3. I found a conversation I saved of you & me from 2 years ago. I might've thought it was cute a couple months ago, but definitely not anymore. Every time I think about you, I just think about all the things I heard. I seriously can't look at you the same way anymore.

4. So I just realized that I really miss talking to you. We used to be so close, and I don't know what happened. I miss being able to count on you as someone who would listen to anything I had to talk about.

5. I miss you reminding me to wish at 11:11 every single day during math class. I wish you were here more often. You're still the same though. Thank goodness you haven't changed.

6. You are my biggest regret. Reading all those old conversations.. they sound so fake now.

7. You make me feel like a 5 year old when I talk to you. But I'm glad we've fixed things a bit.

8. STOP TEXTING MEEEE. Ohmygoodness, you drive me crazy sometimes.