Schedule = fail.
1. Spanish 3 = ZERO period -__- Debating whether I should still take it or not. But for once in my life, I'd love it if I didn't have to wake up at 6 every morning.
2. Ms. Phillips isn't teaching Precal anymore. Yay, Mr. Jarrard.
3. No more tennis/swimming.. & any other P.E. period other than zero period wouldn't work for my schedule. Which means I'd have to make football or volleyball in order to even be able to take Spanish 3.
4. College prep with Sandiford. 10 page paper & presentation? YES.
5. Biblical lit? I've never even heard of that class..
6. I can't take ochem anymore because I still need a full year of applied arts :(
7. Oh, & I have 6 classes with Matthew Loh. Shoot me. (Hahaha. But seriously)
Sorry for the complaining, but I'm still really frustrated. I was hoping I'd be one of those seniors with like 4 classes where their first class didn't start until like.. 10.
Senior year.. I'm excited & looking forward to it, but I'm also scared of the expectations our class has to fill O_O I'm scared of the work it'll take to do well in my classes (actually no, nevermind). I'm scared of drill. I'm scared of having to think/worry about which colleges I'll end up going to (PUC? Or non adventist?). Trying not to think about any of this, though. I want senior year to be different & I want to be able to enjoy it as much as I can before it's over.
I just realized that every year since 8th grade, I've had a boyfriend. Except junior year. How weird is that? Told you guys I could do it :) I'm not a relationship kind of person.. they never work out for me lol. I think it's because of my lack of emotion, haha. I just feel sorry for the people that need a boy/girl in their life to feel complete & to feel happy. Your happiness shouldn't have to be based off of someone else, ya know? & that's what I hated about freshman & sophomore year. I don't like having to depend on someone or having someone depend on me. & besides, I'm horrible at communicating anyways. I always forget to reply to texts & I never answer my phone.
Wow. That was weird. I like never talk/think about these things.
I've been in a very contemplative mood lately, I've noticed.
I blame it on being jet lagged & having nothing better to do
when I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep.
1. Does this mean you don't _____ our __________?
2. Your mother is lovely. Too bad you don't take after her :)
3. Lol I caught you smiling. & I think I know why.
4. Thank you for still running with me.. even though we were
only wearing socks.. in a muddy & wet field.
5. I'm trying to help you! But it's getting so frustrating :p
"Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, & love as long as you live."
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